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Diary Time 27 sept 2020

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I am very thankful to have day like this. I found the exact lectures of maths that matches my syllabus, now no more trouble in studying topic by topic.  I changed the Colorado scheme of my mobile to monochromatic. Now everything in my mobile is black and white.  From yesterday I am using a pomodoro timer of 25 min. I completed 9 pomodoro Which means that 25*9=225min (nearly 4 hour). I am very happy about this that I had the complete focus and no tiredness at end of my study. In fact, I cleaned my water tank after that along with few other works. This is very amazing to study without pressure. But this works only when you follow it sincerely. My dad is healing day by day. I hope he get well soon.  Today I got a mail from ASUS that warranty doesn't covers physical damage. I am disappointed about this. I am planning to buy a new charger/adaptor. Let's see what happens.  Thanks you vikasmaury

Diary Time 26 sept 2020

Today,  I woke up happily and started to study and finished Dr Gajendra Purohit's lectures. But later I found that they were not complete. I had to look for my topics in my syllabus and then I searched accordingly. I found the further lectures. Sdp called me today and was pretending his presence. I directly told him that this is not necessary. You don't have to call me to show your presence.  Downstairs in one room, mon spotted a little snake. Dad and bhaiya killed him. I felt sorry for him.  I studied karnaugh map today and understood it very clearly. I can now solve kmap problems for 3 to 4 variables. Yesterday. I forgot to told you about results. My brother Shivanand passed his final semester exams with an aggregate of 7.6 CGPA. Dad brought the soyabean along with other ration products. I enjoyed today's food. It was delicious. I was watching shitty news about Rhea Chakraborty and drugy Bollywood and suddenly I stumbled upon Sudhir Chaudhary's DNA. He was discussing

Diary Time 25 sept 2020

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Today is tomorrow of yesterday. Yesterday Shivam got selected for his job in Deloitte. I noticed a difference in his attitude. When he was in need he gave me so much respect and treated me like I the only one close/in support of him.But after getting selected he's not able to digest his success and is devaluing me. He even started to abuse me in different tone of seniority. I am not blaming him for that behaviour but this is basic human psyche. Somewhere deep inside me there is a sense of left behind  kind of feeling.He was my classmate and after a year he's going to do his job. I am still in 2nd year of my College and struggling with all my 7-8 subjects. Only Today: Yes, i wasted  plenty of my so-called precious time. I spent nearly 9 hours on my phone.😐 Instead of these I studied mathematics from the beginning. From langrange form of Partial differential equations to 3rd form of Partial differential equation. I watched Gajendra Purohit's lectures on YouTube.